hi, im mihou or macaque (mac for short) and im just a little creature. im 20 y/o and primarily use shae/shade pronouns but i have other neos you are more than welcome to mix and match !
im a host of a system and bring it up a lot along with having autism and bpd. these affect my everyday life in more ways than one and i enjoy sharing my experiences with people in hopes it'll help others !
i love love LOVE Lego Monkie Kid. it's a super super important special interest for me and the one thing i talk about the most literally everywhere. but don't worry ! i have other interests like, Journey to the West, Genshin Impact, Undertale/Deltarune, Vocaloid, Psychology, etc.
i talk about my au and my writing a lot as well as my art ! im super proud of my writing and how much ive improved over the years and i love hearing about people who enjoy reading it as much as i enjoy writing it ! my art im not as proud of but i still enjoy making and posting it anyway. theres just something so freeing about being able to have multiple creative outlets and im not going to put these skills to waste, thats for sure !!
shae/shade/shadows/shadows/shadowself.
le/lego/legos/legos/legoself.
🌙/🌙/🌙s/🌙s/🌙self.
shae/shade/shades/shades/shadeself.
🌘/🌗/🌖/🌕/🌔.
plum/plum/plums/plums/plumself.
moon/moon/moons/moons/moonself.
joy/joycon/joycons/joycons/joyconself.
burn/flame/flames/ashes/ashself.
he/him/his/himself/himself.
im demiaro and cinthean, or at least those are just the labels i use as of right now because if i think about it too hard i will cry! my attraction is incredibly confusing and hard to explain, let alone understand as romantic attraction is something thats really complicated for me to put into words. its that sort of thing that i know the logistics of but when it comes to putting it in practice, i have no idea. i just have a general understanding of the kinds of people id ever be interested in!
im also poly but in the way that i wouldnt mind dating multiple people but i wouldnt use the label. i feel like alot goes into being poly that i personally dont think i experience so i use the term very loosely. i am happily taken though and not really looking to date anyone else right now! relationships are hard and i dont think i can juggle more than one at the same time.
i like where i sit though, i feel pretty secure in where my labels are right now. there are still times where i find myself wondering my place on the aro spectrum again but thats okay. i know things will probably change again but im okay knowing i at least have an idea of where i'll most likely be staying for the rest of my life. being aro is hard but what isnt? anyway, i dont know why i got all sentimental but! that's me, i guess!
